i don't know you and i think about you all the time.
but right now, right now at this very moment, i want nothing else to do with you.
i hate it how i can't control my thoughts and how they always end up being about you. and i can't stop like some god damned car accident waiting to happen.
there has to be a way --
a way to save myself, a way to stop wanting to be saved by you.
but i can't, i can't do it, i can't. maybe i just don't want it enough, maybe i don't want it at all, and i'm just wanting it because, i don't know, everyone wants something.
please... save me.
just god damn save me already.

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