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thursday, jul. 05, 2007, 3:13 pm

i listen to songs that make me feel like dying. the kind that rip your insides out and leave you struggling to live without them, and i feel like dying but its not the kind of thing people should say. irony, people can't feel like dying, because they are dying.
when i die, bury me standing, because i've spent all of my life on my knees,
it breaks my heart. i like loud music in my ears then very suddenly i'll turn it off and the quiet's so soothing, strange but soothing.
deaf people are like normal people -- they don't hear us, like everyone else.

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